This is really something she needs from you guys, she shared it with me and its really painful and also confusing. She is confused, sad and happy all at once. Now this is it:
My friends name is Nene, she has been married for over 9years now and its been a happy one but guess what, they havent heard the cry of a child in the house.This is not just like every other family and i will just put it up as she told me.
"I dont know how to tell you this Camdi because it sounds so stupid. Camdi, i was raped but i feel good about it somehow, you know i and my hubby havent been able to have any child and its been a big issue and i know very soon my mother inlaw would come with her own case. i and David(husband) have been trying and we have also gone to lots of places just to have a child, The doctors said we are both medically ok severally then we now put our hopes on God. We have given up on trying and now its all on God.
On a faithful night, it was about 1:45am we had a loud sound at our front door, filled with fear i ran back into the room and before i could say jack, men who where upto 6 rushed into our house, all heavily armed and fully masked. Trembling, David held me so tight and the next voice we heard was "ALL WE NEED IS YOUR MONEY". at the sound of the crooked voice, David held me tighter and i could feel the fear move through his veins. These men dragged him up and one of them held me across my neck and pointing his gun just beside my head telling my Husband to get out all the money he had or loose me. David followed the other two men to our room and i knw he had little cash he came back with on friday for the weekend. Just as the left, i felt something just right behind my ass and that was when i sensed trouble because my Nighty was transparent to an extent and you wouldnt expect me to sleep with my pants or bra. childlessness
He couldnt hold up any longer because h could really feel his hands not just on my neck, he started ruffling my breasts and squeezing my ass. i begged him not to do that to me and he asked if i would prefare my husband watching him do it? He quickly pushed me on the cushion. I know thats a fight i cant win.In other not to sustain much injury, i quickly tried to get my self wet and in the mood. This guy came on me and raped me(not even up to 50secs). i was just crying till the left.
I couldnt say a word my husband just came,cuddled me and said that the went with all his money, but its going to be fine. I just cried and cried and cried.
Just two weeks, i started feeling sick and so week, went to the hospital just to find out that i am pregnant.
Right now i am so so confused, i dont know what to do or say. I know we have been looking for a child for years now and i cant abort this child, and i know my husband might not want me to carry the child of an armed robber and from rape at that. even if i decide not to tell him, i dont know if i can live with the lie for so long.i amjust weak, confused and i dont know what to do. Please i needan advice.
Please before you crucify me, its been 9years i have always wished to carry my own child. and i dont know how my husband would see it if i tell him. Please help me.
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